Being a Cubbies fan is killing me. I managed to jump on the Chicago Cub bandwagon last year just in time to get thrown from it in the playoffs. Now I\'m in the process of enduring my first full season as a Cubs fan and, after the loss to St. Louis 11-8 I have to public announce it is killing me. A few noteable reasons are: 1) Cubs Bullpen Sucks 2) Sosa is nearing the end of his shelf-life 3) Cubs Buillpen Sucks 4) Pattersen can\'t get a lead off hit to save his life 5) Cubs Buillpen Sucks 6) Cubs collectively...